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ahahahaah
this is wack.
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http://ws10.ipowerweb.com/krenzrea/other/Crush.mp3
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[01 Jul 2007|01:27pm] |
Yesterday i got back from Rock Point and it was really amazing. 5 million times better than last year, and i just walked away feeling really pleased, but also sad that i had to leave my 4 girl cabin.
It's finally summer and i'm so relaxed its really nice. I'm planning on just haning out with friends and whatnot, but i also have a summer goal, and that is to find myself a boy toy! WORD.
wish me luck!
loves
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[10 Mar 2007|07:25pm] |
i'm dissapointed with you
and everything else that matters to me.
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[10 Mar 2007|03:41pm] |
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life's stupid.
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[20 Jan 2007|12:16am] |
life sorta suckss man
i need a guy
i get to see brand new in may
im stupid
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aaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
saturday night i went to see brand new and dashboard confessionals in concert!!
it was so amazing.
I went with betsy, jordan, and harrison, and it was honestly yhe greatest time i've had in an extremely long time. it took us about 3 ish hours to get to lowell mass from chester, and so we left around 4 and got there at about 7, half and hour or so before it started. Then we managaged to weasle our way throught the floor crowd and get 10 or so people away from brand new. Betsy and i thought we were going to die at first though, with all the crazy people EXTREMELY close to us. we basically couldn't breathe, and than the crowd would all lean to one side and you start falling and tripping and whatnot. after a while we got used to it and stuff, but it was crazy. Brand new was absolutly amazing, they played mostly stuff from their new ablum, devil & god are raging inside me, but it was cool. Then we left the floor for dashboard, and sat down for while and then went onto the non-crowded part of the floor for a bit. Dashboard was soo great too, but i only about tthree songs that they played becuase i dont really listen to them enough. anyways, it was amazing. aaaah, i can't stop thinking about it. and during the last song, i saw mr. phelps wich was ridiulous because the chances of seeing him were really low considering the amount of people there. all in all it was the greatest night.
ll, i love you so much
do me a favor baby, dont reply
cause i can dish it out
but i can't take it.
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[23 Oct 2006|07:25pm] |
if you has asked me last year about dating, I would say that it was stupid and I didnt want to.
but please ask me again.....god. I just, its all I think about cause its overwhelming to think its so hard for me to find someone who I like that even gives me the time of day.
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duuuurrr, someone makes boys dissapear for a little while, please?
i'm foolish...auidhogfhsdogsd.
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[18 Aug 2006|10:54am] |
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so, i'm going on a camping family reunion trip with the wilcox side
should be fun, i'm leaving in a little while.
aaaand, im going through serious piano withdrawl.
its sort of how i vent, and i need to vent.
afljglfigjso;jdfkjghasodifjadlfksjdlkgjsodigjsldkgjsdg
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alright, well im going to go tell my sister about my past few days, night mloves
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[17 Aug 2006|10:45pm] |
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EMMA S. is one of the only reason i'm still alive
besides food
water
and piano.
i love you to death.
so lately ive been completly shaken,
my best friend in the entire world is moving to new hampshire, nerney, i love you.
and i want that guy that i cant have, and he has no idea how much he means to me.
its that kind of, losing sleep for days, type of liking. only its been a long time. i wont tell you how long cuase then you'd just exit the screen and enroll me in an institutiion. but regardless, lifes just really tough right now. and i just, thank you emma and nerney, you guys are my everything.
citizenfrank312: hee hee! what scheming minds we have
thank you.
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[19 Jul 2006|07:37pm] |
i want things to get better
and i want to be happy like i was last year
and everything feels like its going wrong
i cant really cope with it anymore
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[13 Jul 2006|04:10pm] |
i've been really great lately,
i can't describe the change.
things look bright,
its really cheesy actually...
but i dont care so long as i'm happy, you know?
i'm, just...really happy right now...
wow...thank you.
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[07 Jul 2006|07:34pm] |
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i've realized, that as i've wasted my days on the computer, i could be seeing the face of the wind, feeling someones hand in mine, the rough touch of tree bark, green grass, and meeting new amazing people with real life stories...what eles could i ask for? what eles could i need? why can't i find motivation to go find something and someone worth while, to invest my time in? how could it be so hard to find inspiration in a world of so much? damn, i'm starting to feel like i've wasted even more of my life than i realized. there's so much out there. people. life. love. nature. i just can't one thing that motivates me to be more than what i am. him, yeah. but thats ridiculous. i need someone to get me on my toes. or something. anything.
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[07 Jul 2006|02:51pm] |
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i have to be at work in about 9 minutes,
so i'll make this one quiiiick.
I'M DELERIOUSLY BORED, AND DRIVING ME TO MADNESS.
guhh! someone save meeee....
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[06 Jul 2006|07:17pm] |
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all he ever wanted was
love and love
and happy afternoons
guhh, today was fun.
i hung out with emma s.
we made pie
and took my rabbit for a walk.
okkkaaayyy. well, i got on with intentions of writing a substantial update on the life of amelia wilcox,
but i'm currently lacking the motivations.
and there's this kid on aim, and i reaaaaaaaaaaaally want the kid to message me,
but the kid wont. safjsodsfkdjnfsjgh
am i the only one that sits at the computer
waiting for a certain someone to talk to?
heh, aight. i'll update later, when i feel so inclined.
lahhv you.
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[02 Jul 2006|10:22pm] |
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So, I got back from Rock Point yesterday, and it was pretty crazy. Totally different, and the head director lady was a real moron, but the people deffintaly made it as amazing as it was. It was a small group, but I think that is what made it as good as it was. There were no Cliques. Everyone just hung out with everyone, and we were one close knit group. I really miss everyone. They were all such amazing people.
I PLAYED TITTY PONG
AND KILL
ommmmgggmgm.
two best games ever invented.
I gotta head out, Have a greatt nightt.
♥
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[24 May 2006|07:32pm] |
as the years have gone by,
i've noticed a pattern in the quality of my updates, heh.
they never cease to become less and less descripted.
and now they seem to have turned into convoluted sentences,
which frusterates me, becuase when i look back on them,
i have no idea what i was referring to, in the convoluted sentence.
so, i will now update, a substantial update.
hopefully somthing in my update will compell you to comment, that was a hint.
Well, I'll start out with the most obvious aspect of life;
Life.
Life, is pretty satisfactory. Although at times it's so screwed up.
As you all know, im sure, my parents got a divorce, or shall i say, are in the process of getting a divorcce.
That's been real rough on my family and I. My dad has been a royal pain, and we're all emotional wrecks.
Although, in the tunnle of despair, there is plenty of life.
School has been a blessing in the sense that now i actually am out there, and meeting people, and have a circle of friends there to support me. Recently, though, this spiraled downhill. One of my closest friends informed me online that i had no reason to complain of being lonely, becuase its my fault i feel that. She told me that i pushed people away, purposly, so that i could still say i was lonely in order to recieve pity. That stungg, low blow. Since then, i've recovered, but i have yet to talk to her, wich is hard, becuase i hate to think i lost a friend becuase of my ignorance. Even so, at least i learned a lesson. Don't push people away...promise.
..that sort of summs up my "life" aspect.
now,
Love.
Love, hummmmmm. Well, i've atcually been thinking about that a lot lately. And i'm not talking family love, or friend love, but...boy girl love. I've never dated, never had my first kiss, and i apologize for seeming, well, corny..but. I kind of want to expeirence that? My sister has the cutest relationship with her boyfriend, and every time i see them hug and cuddle, i get quite jealous, and i want that. The problem is, I am having trouble finding someone. One person has hit my target, and made me go crazy, and that nervous exciting feeling when ever i'm around him. It's something no one eles as ever done, and sure i've had my crushes, but this one was different. And ever since, every other crush seems to minor, and i don't want anything from them. So, i feel stuck. Feelings for what i can't have, and no feelings for what i can have. It's quite despairing...
As for friends, I am doing quite well. Not so long ago 4 of us had a sleepover, and it was honestly the best day, perhaps the most happy day, i had had in a long while. There are so many details, so i won't go into it. But, I'll leave it at amazing. Plus i have Nerney and Emma brady who are my girls for ever.
Overall, My life is alright, My love is inevidably stuck, and my friends are more than i could ask for.
Have a great night.
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[20 May 2006|02:04pm] |
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so, it's each man for himself now.
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